its over

yes i finished the thesis.  but somehow i dont even have the energy to write about it yet.  i'll come back to that.  the whole thing was quite an experience.  good and bad.  and pretty intense.  how i feel now is that i ran a marathon that i wasn't trained for, and it was really hard to finish it.  i finished it, but i'm still fucking exhausted and even wondering if it was worth it to put myself through that.  so that's how i feel now... i'll update later.